October 2009
3 posts
I’v tried to move on…Trust me i really have! But the thing is, i’m still in love with you! You were, like they say in the songs, my drug that i couldn’t get enough of. I spent all my time with you, and now being with out you is like tryin to stop a drug your addicted to…it’s impossible and it’s killing me! All our memories come crashing in on me like a...
Can’t fall asleep at night knowing your never coming back :’[
I thought missing you while we were a couple but not together was hard
But i had no idea how it felt to not have you at all…
This is the worst feeling i’v ever felt
It’s tearing me apart lil by lil
Wish you could have seen what you ment to me
:/
I hate the fact that your what made my world go round
Before i met you i was so lost in this world
But you grabbed my hand and lead me back to the road i should have been following
You made things seem so clear
You made me feel like i had a purrpose in this world
You shielded me from all the pain and confusion
You made things seem so good, like when i 4 and knew nothing of the crewl world
...
September 2009
11 posts
Just can’t get you out my head..can’t forgrt what we had…I wanna move on but the thing is you still got my heart, got me all wrapped up in you :/ cuz when i had told you i loved you i ment it baby, why couldn’t you have??
I lied
When i said i was over you
And everything we had
Im not over it
Im not over any of it at all
I miss your smile, your laugh, your touch
I want you back
I want to hold you again
I miss you telling me you love me
Before i go to sleep everynight
I miss your comfort
I miss your presence in my life
I want you back
I want you to hold me again
And make all my worries dissapear
You...
Damn!!! What is every guy fake?!! Like you have got to be kiding me right?? I have been delt a crappy hand when it comes to guys!!! Like fuck this shit!!! I’m ready to just give up on it all it ain’t worth it!!
Sitting at home
Skippin school
With Britt
Thinkin bout him
Eatin popcorn
Drikin my kool aid
tryin not to spill it in my hair again
Well as good as its gonna get
On a school day anyways :P
To Him
I’m over you
And all u DIDN’T offer
I’m over that smile
Your eyes, and nose
I’m over your laugh
Your touch
And even your love?
I’m over what we had
I’m over the past i had with you
I’m moving on
I found someone new
For he knows what to say
What to do
To make me happy
To make me feel special
He knows what hes got
Unlike you
You had no idea...
Never thought
Thought i’d feel this way
About a guy
After what he did
But you
Your oh so different
You take my breath
Steal my gravity
My world is upside down
Now that you have come
But i like this world you bring me to
It brings butterflies and hopes for my dreams to come true
You make me smile like no other
The tears,
They dissapear when you come around
My heart aches for...
I drink to forget
Forget the pain you have caused
In runs deep in my heart, my mind, my soul
Im sittin here lost without you
The liquor only soothes me for a short while
Till the thought of you comes running back
The pain comes crawling in again,
From a dark corner in the back of my head
I drink some more until its gone again
I repeat these steps over and over,
Until finally i dont...
“Don’t Fall In Love
Have you ever fallen in love,
But knew they did not...”
“When he says forever, I say never. When he says I love you, I say whatever. You...”
“Exactly what i feel for him…..
“Goodbye My Lover” by James...”