October 1
I hate the fact that your what made my world go round
Before i met you i was so lost in this world
But you grabbed my hand and lead me back to the road i should have been following
You made things seem so clear
You made me feel like i had a purrpose in this world
You shielded me from all the pain and confusion
You made things seem so good, like when i 4 and knew nothing of the crewl world
You gave me hope for things to come
I looked up to you in everyway
I tryed to make you happy, but i guess my love wasn’t enough
When i met you i knew you were different
But now your just like the rest of them
I wish we could go back
Back to the place we once were
Where you made things feel right
Because now that your gone i’v fallen off track once again
I needed you by my side and still do
But you hurt me so bad idk how it could be the same again
Don’t know how i could look you in the eyes and say i love you
Feel secure from your touch
And lose everything else bc ur my world
I gave it up for you once idk how i could do it a second time
But truth is baby i probably would
After being with you i dont know how to be strong on my own
How to move on like u had no effect on me
I dont know how to forget what we had
How could i just forget?
You stole my innocence
I know i say it’s your lose for not being with me,
But the thing is you seem to be the happy one
But how could that be?
How could you be happy with where things ended up?