October 1

I hate the fact that your what made my world go round

Before i met you i was so lost in this world

But you grabbed my hand and lead me back to the road i should have been following

You made things seem so clear

You made me feel like i had a purrpose in this world

You shielded me from all the pain and confusion

You made things seem so good, like when i 4 and knew nothing of the crewl world

You gave me hope for things to come

I looked up to you in everyway

I tryed to make you happy, but i guess my love wasn’t enough

When i met you i knew you were different

But now your just like the rest of them

I wish we could go back

Back to the place we once were

Where you made things feel right

Because now that your gone i’v fallen off track once again

I needed you by my side and still do

But you hurt me so bad idk how it could be the same again

Don’t know how i could look you in the eyes and say i love you

Feel secure from your touch

And lose everything else bc ur my world

I gave it up for you once idk how i could do it a second time

But truth is baby i probably would

After being with you i dont know how to be strong on my own

How to move on like u had no effect on me

I dont know how to forget what we had

How could i just forget?

You stole my innocence

I know i say it’s your lose for not being with me,

But the thing is you seem to be the happy one

But how could that be?

How could you be happy with where things ended up?